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Sunday, March 18th, 2007

Posted by:pigpine.
Time:11:40 am.
14days till i start my 1st job (at TOYOTA as an Engineer =)
I'm 52kg this morning :P:P so its perfect to start "dieting"
since tomorrow. 14 days or 2weeks. I think I can drop to 45kg?

I want a buddy to join me "dieting" so I wont fail like a loser.
pigpine@hotmail.com pine_bsb@yahoo.com
I need thin cos I need confidence and esteem..

xxx
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Sunday, February 11th, 2007

Posted by:pigpine.
Time:10:11 pm.
yeah i may sound like a bitch! but im (still) asking for

TIPS to get through on fastting days.

ps: im too fat to eat again!!
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Monday, January 29th, 2007

Subject:intro post!
Posted by:iwish2beperfect.
Time:8:32 pm.
Mood: fatt.
Name: Ashlyn
Gender: chica
Age: 17
Location: US
What eating disorder do you have?: anorexia nervosa
Height: 5'3
Current Weight: 105.4
Lowest Weight: 90.3
Highest Weight: 123.7
Short Term Goal Weight: 100
Long Term Goal Weight: 93
Size of pants: one (united states size)
Favorite quote: II Corithians 4: 8,9
Biggest thinspiration?: clemence poesy is amazing (french actress). and since i dance, any dancers.
Pictures: (optional): when i get some, ill post some

i love new friends, so if anyone wants to add me or wants to be added just say something. im here for anyone who needs support
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Saturday, January 27th, 2007

Posted by:pigpine.
Time:9:32 am.
as iv just read some latest postst here about how they dont want any1 to post about SI,drugs,etc.
so im not sure if this one is ok...well...

I planned to fast since Jan 31st (my 22nd BD) but i got PMS & binged too. so i just couldnt let mysf being that bloated & fat....so i fasted.

Thu 25/01/07
B- Coffee
L- Cig
D- Coffee + Equal
S- Cig
plus- 3Gums

Fri 26/01/07
B- Coffee
L- Diet soda
D- Cig + Diet soda
S- Diet soda + Coffee
plus- 4Gums

today Sat 27/01/07 (09:30 AM)
B- Coffee + 2Gums

Q1: is it ok to have "cafeine" whilst fasting? (coffee, soda, tea)
Q2: my stomach screams sometimes cos i dont eat. its annoying so what can i do?
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Thursday, December 21st, 2006

Posted by:pigpine.
Time:10:09 am.

its COLD here. Just about 20degree here can make my hair really stand up & its also windy!!

 

wish Id have sth warm rite now...or even a warm hug from someone. :)

 

my mind is kinda "all or nothing" again -eat (?) or binge (?)

 

tmr i'll get a day off, recieve TOEIC's result, another driving licence, & may meet up my X bf.

hope i dun look disgusting when i meet him.

 

have u got poppy lov or bf? *curious* 
Love to ALL!
--------------------------------------------- last post -------------------------------------------------
last nite i got up & felt as if i'd be faint or pass out (if i still kept sleepinging). I tried so hard to sleep but i just couldnt. I was thinking of food, binge at the same time. I can feel my heart rate was pretty low. Its also difficult to breathe.

in the end, i decided to left 2roommates who were sleeping, tiptoed & walked to the shop and got some food (ugh!). I had eaten about 950 cal :'(

I dunno y i felt that way...i use to feel like this when i fast (eat less than 50cal per days for more than 2days)

why why why. I used 2b able 2 only drink water for 3days.. but its diff now.. why?

x x x

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Thursday, November 30th, 2006

Subject:hey vegan gals!
Posted by:pigpine.
Time:12:13 pm.
I just start beig vegan this week...till 31st Dec ^_^

I need ur help/advice...Im bored of oranges, guave, magos, apples, pears,etc

I live in Thailand so fruits & veggies here r diff :(
any idea for any interestig recipes? Im so afraid I'd be out of control or binge on bad (vega) food e.g. rice, nuts, seeds, wheat flour products..

please help! even idea about "eating the veggie" will be alot appreciated!
xxx
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Saturday, September 9th, 2006

Subject:I f**king H8 da Gma!!!!!!
Posted by:pigpine.
Time:8:43 pm.
She is my enemy, demon,evel,...ugh!!!!

She makes me being so sick that i just dun feel like EATING anythin...yeah iv just thrown my cook away *gross* >>hell yes iv cut down 80cal then<<

She blames for the way i eat! she always talk on my back! She f**king nasty & disgusting; always tell every1 she couldnt eat(much), doesnt wanna eat bla bla bla...but what?!?! she EATS a lot more than me (fuk it!) she eats in her room alone, always buy food and sweets and hide in her room, so everyonw think she eats not enough and always buy food treat her so great!

my sis just got back from work, and she "oh eat this hun, this one is good, do u like this,...always offer food to my sis ((haha she is damn FATTER than me))

the main point i post here IS
-iv got the powerful motivation now, i wont eat much, i will b super skinny, SO every1 will know who da fuk REALLY a fat cow gal!!

sorry for blablabla here...just ENOUGH to Gma fukka!

x 10days fast tmr x
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Tuesday, September 5th, 2006

Subject:Go extreme!
Posted by:pigpine.
Time:1:38 pm.
shorter post = better?
I did good yesterday but binged b4 goin to bed(UGH!) so today i dun really feel like eating at all (sure i gotta burn those food off n some r still remain *cry*) so get back to the topic
**Extreme**
expresso -> exc(walk 30min and fast walkin 30min)
B-Centrum MultiVits4woman + 1-2tbs Hairy basil seeds
Snack- water
L-Diet soda (i'd prefer 'pepsi max') /or/ water [if bad luck cant get one]
Snack- water
expresso -what u think? too much? -> exc(walk 30min and fast walkin 30min-again)
D- 1-2tbs Hairy basil seeds /or/ 1 lite cig
Snack- water

what u guys think? wanna go extreme like this? any advices or nything will b appreciated!
x

ps: i posed bout 'hairy basil seeds' if u wanna no the detals, feel free to rea my x posts
(low cal, hi calcium,protein,fiber and a bit unsaturated fat,...)

BE thin!
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Sunday, September 3rd, 2006

Subject:questions again!
Posted by:pigpine.
Time:6:12 pm.
Q1-i think its hard to lose w8 or even go 'skinny' with muscle if u do sport a lot, cardio 3times a week or so. what u think? (i was 99lbs with 5'3 height when i just go vegan and no cardio exc)

Q2-is it a lot easier & better if u go vegan or raw food b4 (water/liquid) fast? (im gonna go raw vegan for a week then fast, if u wanna b my buddy, mail me -pigpine@hotmail / pine_bsb@yahoo)

Q3-have u got any bf/gf?

x lov u all! U rox!
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Saturday, September 2nd, 2006

Subject:talkin bout "Plateau"
Posted by:pigpine.
Time:10:02 am.
as far as iv experienced by mysf, my plateaus r at 47kg and 45 kg (104 & 99 lbs) my HW is 52kg and now im on the way to reach the 1GW 45kg

its really diff i know, and tho i know its will b worth keep working hard on restriction and exercise (but dun u get low willpower when u cant see the scale drop or a few days or even weeks??)

so shall i do 2468? or any better idea? (i dun hink i can live with under 500 cal on exc day :P)

i do 1hr of cardio about 2-3times a week(just start so over do can b hurt) so i cant fas at all (cos if i dun eat or even consuming enough protein, i will get sick and my metabo is higher=im hungry a bit more ugh!)

i still h8 mysf. iv tried to change my lifestyle but still get depression. Im all alone (among my friends 0r even my family)
where has the feeling of the happiness gone?
miss u all!

Good luck and Be happy!

ps: now its tough to even do a "fake smile" :(
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Friday, August 25th, 2006

Subject:ru smoking or sneezing?
Posted by:pigpine.
Time:1:50 pm.
According 2 Ana pyramid (dun laugh lol)
---->Water
--->Diet pills & soda
-->Smoke & Coffee
->Food

water-yes
pills-gonna get ones & soda-yes
smoke-gonna try**PLS RECOMMENT Im newby**
Food-yes (ugh!)

Q1:r u a fake? (i mean smiling,laughing,...)
me-yes
Q2:do u have sex to reduce appetite & burn fat?
me-yes (thu i h8 wtf i look when im naked!)
Q3:do u smoke/sneeze? what r em?
me-no
Q4:do u h8 me?
me-yes

pls b honest....i can stand 4 all ur answers!

thx X x X x
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Saturday, August 19th, 2006

Subject:how bout smelling food?!?
Posted by:pigpine.
Time:10:00 am.
this question'd b hillarious :P but do u think u get any energy while u smell food? shame on me to say im studying engineering, im wondering this cos as the 'consevation energy' theory says that energy cant b lost, and smoke or what we smell is kinda energy, isnt it? :S

well i think im too obsessed, may b altho we'd consume a bit cal by smelling, its a lot better than having it a bite??

sorry if this question annoy u!
x
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Subject:Break-Fast...
Posted by:pigpine.
Time:9:08 am.
Its supposed 2b Day2 of fasting, but i was so weak that i reached for an apple (80cal Ugh!)well, its neg cal food and it gives me energy, i shouldnt waste time bein upset, gotta move my lazt ass work work work!

lol its Sat morning here, ok Gnite all u guys!
X

ps: down to 108lbs! Woohoo!
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Friday, August 18th, 2006

Subject:x Day1 Fast! x
Posted by:pigpine.
Time:1:02 pm.
Iv had coffee -> Taebo 60 min -> coffee
& gonna do laundry and tons of housework soon! Woo lets get my lazy ass works!

Im fasting with Coffee(4energy+up metabolism) + GreenT(fill up+burn more cal?) + SugarFreeGums(keep my mouth busy+addicted!)+Soda(4 sweet lol)

how ru guys doin? Ru fasting or restrict cal now?

just wanna fast 3days+ (as never get thru Day3!)
x x x

i miss "being thin" feels!!!
where r my hip bones??
ugh wtf! sb takes d wrong charger, my phone dead now *gross*

Lov u all guys! (tho i h8 mysf!)
X
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Thursday, August 17th, 2006

Subject:start 2468 tmr!
Posted by:pigpine.
Time:11:42 pm.
Vgetarian + Xercise + Water alot + Coffee (as diet pills)

any1 wanna join?

5'3
CW: 55kg -121lbs (max)
GW1:50kg -110lbs
GW2:45kg - 99lbs
GW3:40kg - 88lbs

pine_bsb@yahoo.com
pigpine@hotmail.com

cant wait to feel "THIN" again!
X x X x X x X x X x X X x X x X
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Sunday, August 13th, 2006

Subject:"stupid gal"
Posted by:pigpine.
Time:12:54 pm.
shorter=better
-bla bla bla...i know many of u guys have got as same as feeling as me rite now...so i just left it unsaid (as u know WHATS IN OUR HEAD when we eat kinda TOO MUCH!)
-mom NEVER loved me, im just for doin housework! FUK IT! so i can go back dorm & study 4xams as soon as all fukkin housework done huh?!?! and the reson she wants me IS when there r houseworks waiting for me to b done? WTF!
-ED consuming me more & more; anxiety,depressed,teeth rotten,sore throat(puke),low self esteem,wanna get *SI*(self injury!) *sigh* the longer iv had ED,the worse i am.

SO TRUELY ED WONT NEVER EVER PROMOTE THIS!!!
>>unless U wanna c him/her DIE!

I want LOVE
I need strength

PS: anything else can b worse than SI? Death???
--oh dun wanna think bout it!
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Thursday, August 10th, 2006

Subject:update!
Posted by:pigpine.
Time:10:49 am.
no post bout "hairy basil seeds" at all :S dunno y?!

stats:
5'3
HW(08/08/06):53kg (117lbs)
CW(10/08/06):50.3kg (111lbs)

mini gw1:47kg (104lbs)

GW1:45kg (99lbs)

mini gw2:43kg (95lbs)

GW2:40kg (88lbs)

UGW:39kg (85lbs)

im onfasting with "hairy basil seeds" + Jelly + Sweeteners + Sugarfree gums
(not fast: bok choy boiled, carrots,...fresh veggies)

muah think thin!
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Wednesday, August 9th, 2006

Subject:TIP 4U!!!!
Posted by:pigpine.
Time:2:15 pm.
"hairy basil seeds"
-natural
-high fiber (net carb=0)
-high protein
-less fat
-hi calcium & Iron (help losing w8!)
-19 cal/tbs. (lo cal)
-1$/pack of 500g (cheap!)

2tbs of em + water 600 cc. = 38cal = 2glasses of em fully swell up [plus sweetener if u want]

have em b4 a meal/when ur fasting/craving/...

so y dun u give it a try? all of advantages of it r so amazing! sorry, im not sure if its available where u guy live as i think its an asia plant (grow in hot weather) but try to look up in a market or supermarket.

Good luck

>>pic of it
http://www.manager.co.th/asp-bin/Thumbnail.aspx?ID=471777
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Monday, July 31st, 2006

Subject:Im Ananá
Posted by:pigpine.
Time:5:40 pm.
^_^ Ananá is my name in spinish! Wow i love this name and also the language!!
my nickname is pine which came from "pineapple" cos mom loved having it a lot when she was pregnant :)

Iv been looking for the tattoo design so far, i think i will have this one on my lower back, what u guys think??

binged lately and tired
will get strict to vegetarian again tomorrow (as its the 1st of Aug-great start for the month)

what's ur name?
have u got any piercings or tattoos?
X x X
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Sunday, July 30th, 2006

Subject:back (from pattaya beach =)
Posted by:pigpine.
Time:9:59 pm.
got back from a beach! get darker! (dun b jealous of me, Thais lov and prefer light skin :p )

had vodka last nite 2 shots (not much but get me drunk cos i had no dinner but expresso!) - any cool vodka u wanna recomment?

how was ur weekend/days? hop ur all doin ok :>
iv got some new pix 4u2, will post it here asap

"..u r beautiful no matter what they say..words ant bring us down..."

trust me, ur beautiful! ^_^


ps: this is for u guys-if u wanna smile/laugh
http://sex.sanook.com/sex/technique/index.php
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got back from a beach! get darker! (dun b jealous of me, Thais lov and prefer light skin :p )

had vodka last nite 2 shots (not much but get me drunk cos i had no dinner but expresso!) - any cool vodka u wanna recomment?

how was ur weekend/days? hop ur all doin ok :>
iv got some new pix 4u2, will post it here asap

"..u r beautiful no matter what they say..words ant bring us down..."

trust me, ur beautiful! ^_^


ps: this is for u guys-if u wanna smile/laugh
http://sex.sanook.com/sex/technique/index.php
<there r english translated, so pls wait till its complete downloading>
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